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Bleh

Irritatingly depressed at the moment.

I have a pretty good idea why, too, and knowing the reason is also contributing to the bleh.

I hope I'm not as awful a person as the ol' rodent brain suspects that I'm being right now.

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satismagic
Jul. 25th, 2013 09:13 am (UTC)
You're a wonderful person. *hugs* I hope if you have an idea why you're feeling low, you can make it stop, soon.

*offers brain!cat to chase away the BROUS*
frenchpony
Jul. 25th, 2013 02:50 pm (UTC)
*cuddles soft and fluffy (of course it's soft and fluffy, right?) brain!cat*

Thanks. I hope it'll stop. At least I have some nice houseguests coming over today. That'll help.
dawtheminstrel
Jul. 25th, 2013 11:32 am (UTC)
You're just having an awful-person moment. It happens, but it's not what you've shown yourself to be.
frenchpony
Jul. 25th, 2013 02:52 pm (UTC)
So I guess other people get awful-person moments, too? That's actually really comforting, to know that I'm not the only one. I think I'm going to go with the "twenty thousand Frenchmen" theory here. You're probably more right than I am at the moment.

Thanks.
dawtheminstrel
Jul. 25th, 2013 02:57 pm (UTC)
I occasionally have an awful-person moment over another writer's success. I wish them well too, but it's hard not to have regrets, at least for a day or two.
frenchpony
Jul. 25th, 2013 06:47 pm (UTC)
Yes! That's exactly how I've felt, especially watching other people get jobs.
dot_o_choillmor
Jul. 25th, 2013 12:22 pm (UTC)
You're wonderful, fabulous and good fun too. I should know.
frenchpony
Jul. 25th, 2013 02:53 pm (UTC)
Thank you. Maybe I should just take a quick look through my Cork pictures again, just to remind myself.
lcohen
Jul. 25th, 2013 01:52 pm (UTC)
i have a feeling i know why you're depressed, too :( . but whether i'm right or not, i know you're not an awful person. not that rodents listen to rationality, but i recently had the opportunity to meet a hell of a lot of people (and i include myself in their number) who think you're fantastic and smart and talented--we can't all be wrong!!!
frenchpony
Jul. 25th, 2013 02:55 pm (UTC)
You're probably partially right about why I'm depressed. There's a little more to it that you don't know, and that I haven't talked about really because it's so hard to know if I'm actually seeing things the way they are or if I'm just making stuff up. (I think I am actually seeing things the way they are, but I don't like the way they are, so I'd rather be just making stuff up, except that, if I'm just making stuff up, that does make me a horrible person, so it's not like I actually win.)

Like I told Daw, I'm going to go with "twenty thousand Frenchmen" for now. Thanks.
elliska
Jul. 25th, 2013 03:05 pm (UTC)
FP, I hate it that you are down. It seems so wrong since you are the person that always brings me up with your wit. I hope you can drive it all away fast!
frenchpony
Jul. 25th, 2013 06:49 pm (UTC)
Thanks. I think it'll go away on its own eventually. I have a toddler houseguest at the moment (the parents, as well), and that's always entertaining and a good way to bring one out of one's own head.
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